I used to ask myself “How much pain can my heart take?” while absent-mindedly wondering what amount of pain and anguish would finally make me break into a million pieces. A lot of people in this world ask the same thing every single day, and honestly, it’s a stupid question. Do you really expect someone else to be able to tell you how much pain your heart can take? And are you really going to keep blaming all of your suffering on your heart? Mind over matter. Our mind speaks first, no matter how fairytale-like you want to live. We think things through before we do them, whether it’s for weeks, months, or five seconds. Every feeling that consumes you, every heart break that rips you apart, and every tear that slides down your face can only be blamed on yourself. No one can make you feel what you don’t want to feel. No one can make you do what you don’t want to do. No one in this world can take credit for your stupid decisions but you, and it’s about time everyone starts realizing that.
